LuviEs

Smiling at you always

One niTe a mysterious girl call, we chat on the phone and it was fantastic. We talk and catch with each others life. I didnt expect for such a phone call like tat late at niTe. But i must thank you very much. You made my Nite extra special. Just that particular nite. I hope we cud do it again, talk to each other just lending each other a listening ear.

Well i shall only elaborate till here, to the girl who kept me company that nite on the phone.Thank you, nice to hear from you after a long time. Smile always!

Well it has been long since i wrote in my blog. haha… Now just relaxing after training. =) Been thinking lately and yes im single and moving on with life gracefully insyaallah with all of my sweet and awful memories behind. Starting fresh and slowly moving with time. I see that life offers us so much, but we are the one that are fussy and sometimes greedy. Looking back at time, i grown so much and yes learnt a lot along the way my adulthood. I know i’m just spilling out things that are so random but hey its a blog, so i guess its my choice right.

Well im graduating soon from Ngee Ann Poly and cant wait to start on my career. Just counting the days till it all ends. Anyway, i would like to thank you all the people who has help me through all this while in my life till this very day. Without you guys im nothing and will be lost. Thanks to Allah for all his guidance and his Love for Us on earth. May all of us worship Him till the day we return to Him. =)

To the people i hurt out there, im sorry. Im still Human and i make mistakes in life. Hope you people can forgive me for my errors. May your life be bright and meaningful.

thank you everyone!!! peace out!

i miss my buddies in the GYM..

Hey there!! Whenever this song is being played on Air, it never fail to make me smile and think of someone very close and dear to me. I just want to dedicate it to you my Miss Independent. May ur future will be bright as the sun and smooth as the sail on a nice lovely breeze. take care aite? Peace!!

[Verse ]
Ooh there’s somethin about
kinda woman that can do for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud
It’s somethin about her
Somethin oh so sexy about
kinda woman that don’t even need my help
She said she got it she got it
No doubt, it’s somethin about her
Cuz she work like a boss play like a boss
Car and a crib she bouta pay em both off
And the bills are paid on time yeah
She made for a boss only a boss
Anything less she tellin them to get lost
That’s the girl that’s on my mind

[Chorus]
She got her own thing
that’s why I love her
Miss Independent
Won’t you come and spend a little time
She got her own things that’s why I love her
Miss Independent
ooh the way you shine
Miss Independent
yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah

Every morning i woke up, i miss someone very dear to me. Even though i dun msg as often as before, but you are always remembered dearly both in my mind and heart. Life without you makes me alone at times when i have nothing to do. But even so, i always press hard to move on.

Once i heard during my Friday prayers, i qoute ‘ Have faith in Allah’s guidance, but it is you who shape your future. In life, to have something you have to put in effort and insyaallah it may be blessed. ‘ So in other words, perseverance and determination comes in to mine. I want a lot of things in life and i shall be patient and focus of what i want to achieve. Both my long and short term goals.

But the turmoil is that I’m losing faith day after day, is it a sign of not believing in Allah or am i just too pessimistic? In any case, i shall strengthen my iman and hope that i can achieve all those things in life.

Anyway before i go, i wanna dedicate this song to that special someone out there who has been my inspiration and motivation untill now. I wud like to say thank you for always been there and may allah bless you and your family.

I need you boo, (Ooh)
I gotta see you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2][Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you a stunna
Hot..lil figure,
Yes, you a winner
And im so glad to be yours,
You’re a class all your own
And..
Ooh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You’re..my sweetheart
And im so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]
You mean to me
What i mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won’t do
Cos if i gotchu,
I don’t need money,
I don’t need cars,
Girl, you’re my all.
And..

[Chorus]
Oh!
I’m into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can’t be the only one,
I bet his heart’s all over the world tonight,
With the love of his life who feel..
Wat i feel when i’m

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh Girl!
I don’t want nobody else,
Without you, there’s no one left then,
You’re like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! little shawty,
Say..you care for me,
You know..I care for you,
You know…that I’ll be true,
You know..that i won’t lie,
You know..that i would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge]
Cuz if i got chu,
I don’t need money,
I don’t need cars,
Girl, you’re my all.
And..

[Chorus]
Oh!
I’m into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can’t be the only one,
I bet his heart’s all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat i feel when i’m

With you [x5]
Ohh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

Knowing life was great and blissful when u were ard. The world was like a playground. Full of fun things tat life cud offer. Having u wit me by my side has given me absolute sweet memories till the end. Never a day my life was boring nor cloudy. You just make it extra perky.

Now knowing tat u r apart, my life seems a bit empty. But i still carry on to push forward and achieve my goals. I noe there are many others out in the world but there cud only be one who belongs deeply in my heart. Even each day tat goes by, you are never forgotten or ignored. Coz im here always to give u a listening ear n a helping hand.

The time we shared was a sweet and a memorable one. So take care of urself out there and always be strong. Ur a tough one i noe. May Allah bless u n ur family, and may Allah guide u in life. Amin…

Life has never been a straight road, there are always ups and downs in people’s life. It is true that blissful time will never last long. But cant i wait for that special moment to come back again. Even though life is short, i’m willing to wait and achieve my goals even if i have to wait for so long. Till i reach those goals den i’ll be satisfied  in life. i always keep these few sentences in my mind, never forgetting it each day. Words that was engraved in my heart, whispered into my ears and played in my mind. Words of inspirations and motivations. Thank u for all that wonderful time but how i wish it could last:

When you left
I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, ’cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

A voice that never forgotten nor erased. I noe that life still have to go on, hopefully god will guide me thru this difficult time, to adapt and strengthen myself. Insyaallah time will tell.

Faith
Love
Belief
Joy

Hmmm… Lately life has never been fair. I know that life is always given or laid in front of us. Cant we change all that. i thought we are the very ingredient to make our world. Either to spice things up or just cool it down with a glass of cool water. hahaha… i understand god lay out a few paths for us, but i still believe we are the one that are made to decide. it’s either we chose those paths we want or we  just follow the paths without thinkin if it benefits us…

Sitting from afar, i see everythin that i hold dearly seems to be distant from me. Izit because i dun deserve such happiness in my world? iT is in chaos rite now. towers that are built high up are slowly crumbling down, the calm sea now moving aggressively and the very fire dying on me… used to see the bright sunlight and blue skies, but now the only thing i see are cloudy skies and drops of rain that never stop. huh…. so the drama… hahaha…. sometime when i stop to think, i just think that i’m in some dramatic episode. BuT its true. aLL of this are really happenin to me at the very moment, every step i take, the very air i breathe. everYday i sit down facing the sky wonderin if my world will be different den yesterday. eVeryniTe i pray that every step i take will help lit up eventually…. Well, i hope all the ppl i love out there, i just wanna say i love all of u. No matter near or far… peace u aLL…

Lately my life have been different bcoz of many things that i went thru. But hey i made tis far and i’m kinda happy that i was able to go thru the curcial part of my life… But hey life still have to go on rite. Adapting to some new things ard me now. But i believe i can do it n i can go far in life. Skool is starting soon n going to have to study hard as i want to excel in my studies be somebody by the time i end my study life… hahaha…. My baby will be busy for her 2008 activities n all, will be missing her much more den before. Now already missin her too much, how bout next year? hahaha… Miss her badly i guess… hahaha… loving u always baby… And the sad part is i’m leaving all my fun time in 2007 behind. Well hoping that my 2008 will be much better den in my previous years.

I have this qoute in mind whenever i wake up every morning.

‘ Destiny is what we make out of life,
Its not by chance but the choices we make.’

Hmmm… I realised tat time isnt going to wait for no man… My days have passed so fast for the last few days… I feel miserable, terrible n tons of rain. HAHAHA…. Skool is one thing and many others tat contributes to my topsy-turvy LifE… Is it because i’m someone who keeps my promises that i still hold on? Everytime it rains, i always tell myself tat its a sign for me to smile. Coz whenever it rains really heavy, someone is thinkin of u. I never stop dreaming of my future. Coz i want it to be great for my families, future wife n all the ppl in the world tat i love. Well, i cant really think much of wat to write at the moment. So let me end here at the moment. May allah bless me, give me strength n patience to go thru this hard times. Ameen… Smile Always!!

hmm…. its been long since i fall for someone n tat i kept thinkin n dreamin of her… But its just a dream n a feeling. But will i have the courage to even go to tat extend to achieve my dreams???
I look back my past n learnt tat i made mistakes which i didnt even realise it. But did i make mistakes on my own?? I believe if u love someone, u will do it all the way… But in the end, it not like in the fairy tales…. How i wish i will find the rite gurl for my life…. i wished i can be there for her n she be there for me. I need her by my side, if not in my heart. Tanx to my previous girlfrens for showin me my weakness n now, i believe i’m better den before. i hope to find my new sYg in life n i want to hold her titely in my arms… hahah..
p.s ‘not so tite ar… or not she cant breathe. hahaha… :p’